The Aspects of Theory and My Interpretation
First, let us start with a basic question. What is theory? According to Culler, theory is comprises of four things.
- “Theory is interdisciplinary – discourse with effects outside an original discipline.”
- “Theory is analytical and speculative – an attempt to work out what is involved in what we call sex or language or writing or meaning or the subject.”
- “Theory is a critique of common sense, of concepts taken as natural.”
- “Theory is reflexive, thinking about thinking, enquiry into the categories we use in making sense of things in literature and in other discursive practices.”
What exactly does all of this mean? I will be honest and say I’m not quite sure, but I interpreted all of this as theory requires thinking critically of literature, linguistics, and writing in a way that I have never thought of before. I agree with Culler when he says that theory “is not something that you could ever master.” It’s not a set amount of books or readings that you can read and analyze to know theory. Theory is unbound and infinite and you will never be quite sure if what you are doing is leading you towards your regrettably unattainable want to know theory. You can never know whether or not you should read Jean Baudrillard, Mickail Baktin, Walter Benjamin, etc. or whether you could disregard them.
Most humans have an innate desire to master whatever they set as their goal, but theory is one of the many things that a person cannot master. Theoretical readings may give you knowledge on concepts to understand and organize whatever you may be researching, but in the case of theory there will always be more to know. This is because theory is essentially the questioning of results that have already been made and the assumptions of which they are based off of.
Many may feel that this inability to master such a thing as theory to be disheartening. However, I have accepted this and actually appreciate it. To me, not being able to master it means that there is always more that I may be able to learn throughout my life. If I was able to master theory once I am done I would be satisfied and accomplished for a brief moment, but would then become a little lost because I will no longer have something to strive for. It is similar to my feelings on reading. I tell people that I have over two hundred books to read and they look at me and tell me that I am never going to finish. You know what I tell them? I tell them I am glad that I will never reach the end of the long list of books I wish to read because I know that if I ever run out of books to read I will be left with a vast emptiness within me. I have been a reader for all of my life and I will continue to do so for the rest of my life so that I may keep that part of me filled to the brim. To me learning theory is a similar concept and I being unable to completely learn theory gives me a sense of fulfillment like reading.
-Belinda Chon


